There is so much I want to/need to/could/should/shouldn’t/will/won’t say right now. There are no words to truly describe what has taken place this last year of my life, even more so the last 6 months. Unfortunately I could not continue to “be me” and put on like everything is fine, because everything that made “me” has been taken away and that hurts. First and foremost I would like to thanks all the people who have reached out to me with true concern in their heart, not for my situation, but for my actual well-being ( I promise I will read each and every inbox message and wall post that have piled up over these last few months). Although laughable, contrary to what some will have you to believe, my absent from the public eye was not an attempt to gain attention. I was honestly in the darkest place I could possibly be to which I feared that I would not return. In my time away I was able to really evaluate the “family and friends” I had, and cut ties with those that claim to be one or the other, but are really neither (still not finish cleaning house). As I attempt to go forward from the ashes of my former life, I know that I can’t be the same person I was before so I am going to take it one minute at a time..
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 05:37:21 +0000
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