There is something quite invigorating for me in being able to hear what I heard today. It is redemption, it is relief, it is bliss to continue to keep moving further from what culminated in my self esteem eradication with the offshoring of my job. Yes, its been 2.5 years, but it still hangs - no it looms in my memory and constantly haunts my own self perception of me. I still struggle to recover financially to not only where I was when it happened in 2009 to moving well beyond it. I heard the words today yes to financing. Not the best of terms but not the worst. It was a yes. I have you FB babies to thank for encouraging me to ever press on. Im not in a vehicle yet, but step 1 is confirmed. I found a vehicle I love at a dealer whom I REALLY felt comfortable with, and who gave my spidey-senses positive vibes. (Gut reaction is a biggy with me ya know.) I drove this today. The engine is pristine. It has a tow package. It drives like Nana Nancys Suburban. It has great big wheels for the weather. It has some negatives, but its practical. Its solid. Its in my monthly payment range. Now, Step 2 - send a 4th communication to my lawyer, get the Trustee to agree and go get my new Pawsmobile and get back to livin life! Been a damn awesome day!
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 20:55:26 +0000