Theres always someone out there who is feeling the same way.... Even if I dont meet the person in person, were connected. Found a wonderful blog entry. (I wish I could write English like this blogger. ) This is how i feel whenever i manage to get out of Tokyo and then have to return to Tokyo. Hopefully I can find my way out of here while Im alive. Leaving the city lifts your spirits and gives an illusive hope. Seeing life on the outside fills you with refreshing ideas on how wonderful it wouldve been to never come back. It seems unreal at first, being off the insane track, living and breathing effortlessly and without the dread of the looming day ahead. On the day of the departure the inevitable dread is creeping in and trying to assemble clouds above your ahead. You push it on the back of your mind determined to savor these final hours of freedom, overcoming the overwhelming desire to run further away screaming until the ghost of the concrete jungle is so far behind that any crazy thought of the return would be easily discarded as irrelevant. But like a criminal you return to the place of the crime, defeated (for now) yet already plotting another escape that would tear another ----- chaining you to this prison wall. literaryescapades2.blogspot.jp/2014/06/tokyo-take-it-or-leave-it-ch9-out-and.html
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 10:29:22 +0000