There’s this question Ive always been dwelling and especially lately it’s gotten overwhelming. I mean every person who poses me the question gets the same old “I don’t know” confession. Honestly it’s caused me many sleepless nights and I’m quick to dismiss any advice. I’m so undeceive so I think there’s no point in knowing, and still I can sense a despair growing. Come on, I’m still young and somehow I’m supposed to figure out what I want to do the rest of my life? But now something has changed. It’s all becoming crystal clear. I realize that all this time Ive acted so naive taking lessons from the west of what I have to achieve. I mean the exquisite answer has been right here in front of me this entire time, I have lived with it every day and still managed to toss it around like some kind of useless dime. I start understanding what Ive been recently missing and all of a sudden I start sounding much more convincing. I finally found the rightful answer, the thing that I can’t get enough of, the thing I want to do the rest of my life, the thing that I will aspire to be. And now I can finally answer that damn question... “What do you want to be when you grow up?” I want to be a Muslim by definition and not only by name with love to Allah as my condition and spread peace to be my aim.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Nov 2013 22:01:34 +0000