These recent times of financial sparsity have blessed me with perspective that no money can buy. Moments ago, while walking the path, I was reminded.. Reminded of a way I used to feel, a way that I feel again. Blissful, happy, at peace. I have not truly felt this way for many years. The time I am referring to, of the past, was when I first began my journey. I had nothing but a backpack with camping gear, and a beaming smile. I would reach out my arm with upraised thumb at the side of the road, waiting for the helpful stranger to cross my path and transport my physical to the next location. Still new to the current reality paradigm, untainted with exorbitant desires/expectations. I was simply, living.. Alive and happy. People would wonder, your that guy that is always smiling ... why .. ? I did not know why, exactly. I was simply happy.. Following my bliss without hesitation. I would live on hand-outs and (free) food boxes. Every now and again asking for change for a cup of coffee. As the years passed I found various ways to generate income, always inline with my Spirits intentions. Over time, and money, and without realization, my heart was hardened to an extent. The pain of the world began to creep in, along with the awareness of perceived lack when I did not have what my ego expected. Yet the universe would always provide, in its own time. Sometimes more than I ever could have asked for, only to inevitably result again back to zero, square one. Here I am speaking only of material/finances, as always the wisdom and perspective was gained. There were moments throughout, when I did realize, that I was not so happy as I used to be .. That somewhere along the line, I had acquired some heaviness of ego and expectation. Many years of this cycle passed, until a critical moment in 2008... Of catalytic evolution intent. This is when I devoted myself fully, to the light. I knew what I had to do, as far as perspective refinement goes.. This was a difficult process and required many years to actualize. Sometimes rapidly advancing only to fall back to previous programs of lack and ego. Yet the Spirit came around, to knock on my door and these times I have listened. Now more fully capable of embracing the unknown and surrender to the Divine Flow. It is a process my friends, and we must keep our mind steady in the light to the best of our ability. Barriers do give way, to see through the illusion of the linear hologram. Although the perceived parameters of the dense reality may not seem to change, we are changing on so many levels. We are continuous evolving and growing. The challenge, to maintain direction without fail. In this recent state of now-more-fully-actualized-devotion I have been blessed with clarity, of perspective/vibration. I know truly, in my heart, that I do have everything I need, always. In times of perceived need, this is my mantra: I have everything I need, always .. If it appears to the ego, that I do not, I know that the Higher Mind is providing regardless. While this may not appear in the material form as financial abundance, with proper perspective it is clearly obvious what is gained.. Insight, clarity, TRUTH. I feel so blessed, beyond words, in this moment. To walk my path, as I release all vibrations that do not serve me or the greater good. While sometimes appearing immediately limiting, as mis-perceived pathways for material gain are shut and sealed, this is far from the truth. In knowing and embracing this, I AM in full awareness that the proper energies will realign with my journey, creating limitless joy and actualization of my dreams. I can see this now, and know this in my heart. The feelings of gratitude and acceptance potentiate and bloom. In this vibration, how could there ever be lack? Blessings, ONE LOVE !!
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 00:53:02 +0000
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