They say that you have to keep moving forward in the world. To survive and be happy. If you shut yourself behind the doors of reality, the door becomes heavier overtime and harder to face anyone to consult about these problems. The more you hold on to your past, the more problems created. They soon pile up until you no longer can handle them. And it hurts, it hurts a lot. Imagining countless scenarios in your head of bad futures. Severing the bonds youve created. Becoming selfish as everyone around you worries but you only care for yourself. It took a wonderful teacher of mine to snap back into reality, to stop fighting with myself emotionally, to put me back on the right path. I dedicate everything to her. I will no longer mask myself with a face of laughter as the face behind is cold and filled with sorrow. I can rely on family, friends, everyone around me. I also care for them. I hope anyone who has it hard on them will be open about it as well. Cause nothing feels better then caring for those you love. -November 25th, 2013
Posted on: Tue, 26 Nov 2013 02:33:03 +0000