Thinking about loved ones I wont be able to see this Christmas... I try not to look back to often these days. To scared of being over come with sadness and loneliness. This evening memories are flooding my heart mind and soul. Something in me must finally be changing because all I feel and see is all the love we all shared. The love in Rockys eyes when he looked at me and the kids... Anty Darlene anty Phyllis all the family together when I was little, mike and Overlie Chadley anty Phyllis k, Jason Conklin Delano L.LoneElk, Ernest otero, anty peewee, Beverly, Sonja, uncle Dennis, Rocky, ferlon, Kelsey all the grandmas, Mary, ida, Elizabeth ... and so many more.... so many good times that I never could allow myself to remember because of the fear of the pain that might be felt... thank you so much creator for giving me the gift of strength tonight to be able to look back and enjoy the memories. So many blessings!!... To be loved by and to love so many awesome souls. Have a great night everyone and thank you for listening to my ramblings. Im so sorry if I left anyone out...
Posted on: Fri, 05 Dec 2014 05:57:41 +0000