This has been a terrible month. I think if one more thing goes wrong I am giving up and throwing in the towel. My health has been a major issue. I have been suffering with cluster migraines for over two weeks. I pulled in to work on Wednesday morning with another major migraine. I decided to go straight to the doctor. Im so thankful that I decided to go right then because as it turns out my doctor was concerned because I wasnt sleeping more than couple of hours at night. I also told her about two episodes I had at work where I kinda blacked out with a member on the line. Came around to the member yelling if I was still there. I had no idea what the member had even been talking about. My doctor insisted I do and oxygen test for 24 hours. Needless to say the test did not turn out like I had hoped. My heart has only been getting 80% or below oxygen which means I could have another heart attack or stroke anytime. I was diagnosed with narcolepsy which means I could fall asleep while driving or sitting or while doing my job. My doctor sent an oxygen machine to my home ASAP. I will be on oxygen until she figures out what else to do. I am terrified to close my eyes . Im scared of not waking up. Im so scared. With having a heart attack on January 2nd of 2013 I am now living with a very high possibility of a repeat or a stroke. Im sitting here looking at this very loud and ugly machine and get physically sick at the thought of wearing this forever. Everytime I put it on I start to have an anxiety attack. Ok so I have a feeling this is going to be a long night. I love all of you and feel very blessed to have you all in my life. Lets do this!
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 03:56:03 +0000
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