This is a rant long post, so please be warned. It has been a week since I have been married and no doubt I am happy however I still feel a hole in my heart because of the absence of one person. Just wanted to say that this is the third christmas that we are like this. Not talking to each other. Nothing new. But what happened the day before my wedding, just confirms how important I am in your life. Im an insignificant atm / healthcard that will be called upon when needed in case you are unable to ask for someone elses help. A last resort. I just hope that what you did will make you happy. I also hope that you can serve your pride in a platter and eat it this christmas day. For those people, who taught we got married simply because I am pregnant or wanna be pregnant. Dont be assuming. We just want to do what is right and should have been done a long time ago. Please do not ask me May laman na ba? / Kelan ang binyag o baby?. Do not even think that my WEIGHT is an indicator of being pregnant. That is just down right offensive and rude. Go buy some manners in a grocery store owkay? I know that there is no need for me to explain but I do not want to have a child as of the moment because we want to enjoy ourselves being together and when we feel that the time is right, we are sure that we are emotionally/ financially prepared. When we decide to expand our family I am sure that we are ready for the responsibility and obligation of being parents. I do not want my child to feel that he/she was just an accident and was created because of the spur of the moment. I also do not see the need to give in to peer pressure. I would be a hypocrite to say that I am not affected by this petty thing but atleast there are people who care to invite me to their place and spend their precious time with me. So with that; I want to end this post by saying thank you. Thank you for making me realize that in your absence there are people who love me that can fill this hole in my heart. I am able to thank God everyday that I have them; that I am blessed not only with material things but GOOD people to keep me company and work with. I thank God that I was able to marry a man who never stops to make me happy. The only wish I have in mind right now is that HE can take this anger in my heart. God bless you. Merry Christmas.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 16:12:31 +0000
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