This is beautifully written by a man who is about to marry a widow. Dating after the loss of my husband was scary. Learning to trust again, hard to fathom. All the thoughts that race through your mind. I wasnt ready to do anything of the sort but God had a plan and when He put Michael into my life I prayed. I prayed intensely. I didnt feel ready but I also didnt want to let such an amazing man go. Gods timing is never in line with our own timing. I am thankful He placed Him in my life and gave me the strength to move forward through the pain. Even though this past year seems like it has been the worst year ever, this man has brought me more happiness in the last 7 months than I have ever felt. He makes my kids happy. That is such a big deal for me. I want them to have an earthly father. I dont like thinking of them growing up without one, I dont like the thought of being alone. We werent put on this earth to be alone. I just didnt expect my life to change so soon. It is hard being so happy and so sad at the same time. But I wouldnt trade the happiness I have with him and with these three sweet kids...well, Im assuming baby to be will be sweet ;) Life isnt over unless you let it be over. You can choose happiness. It doesnt mean your time with someone else meant nothing, it doesnt mean you wont love that someone else you used to have until the end of time, it just means youre happy. Youre allowing yourself to keep living after a part of you has died. God had made the absolute best of what has happened. He is the reason I have made it so far. He is the reason Im still here. He has never left me, not for one second! To God be all the glory. Forever and ever Amen
Posted on: Thu, 26 Jun 2014 03:59:23 +0000
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