This is directed mainly towards my family, but for all to read obviously. You may not agree about my decisions or what i do with my life. The thing is its MY LIFE…You dont have to live with the choices i make every day, thats on me. I dont live my life every day to make others happy, because thats a terrible way to live. If all your decisions are based solely on what others think of you thats stupid. I want to be a comedian/actor so i put these videos up to make people laugh/get feedback on them. You may not agree with how i present it or what i say. Its not for you, you may not understand but the people Im directing it to understand me and where Im coming from. Being half black and having to deal with being bullied from the black community when i was younger for not being full black, to being judged by other caucasian people as well. Also growing up being chubby, i got teased by my uncles and kids, whether or not you understand how it feels to be made fun of or not, no one likes to be put down ever. Even if your joking, people take it to heart, especially when the person you are saying it to believes exactly what youre saying. And the main reason i played football was to feel accepted…by family and friends. One reason is so my family would be proud of me, and two so that people would like and accept me because i was good at something. Because my whole life i felt like i was looked down upon for something at the time i thought i couldnt control and i let it get to me. So my whole life i was living fake, i was looking for approval from others and never was my self. And now that im real about it and am not afraid to hide who i truly am, i feel not accepted by you because im different. Being put down from childhood and feeling ugly continues as you get older. Its not about how you look on the outside, its how you truly feel on the inside that matters. So the main point of this is, people will judge me i dont care, people wont like what i do, Im fine with that because i know all the consequences that come with it. But the one thing i do want you to is just understand where im coming from. The reason i post pictures about myself or workout stuff isnt to be a Tool its to show you im not that scared, chubby lil boy anymore. Ive realized who i am, and im real about it. I dont have to sugar coat anything or be fake about. I do what i do because im happy with the person ive become and thats all that matters because im the one that has to look in the mirror every morning and be satisfied with what he says, anyone elses opinion is irrelevant and to be honest i just want my family to love me unconditionally like a family should. you will think what you want about what i post but its not done to offend its just me expressing. that is all. Love you all, this is ME.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 21:56:10 +0000
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