This is how I feel about my dad. I used to cry myself to sleep at night. I would wave at airplanes when I was a little girl in my front yard hoping he was on there and he would see me. But I did make it with out a father. The hardest part of my childhood was accepting that he wasnt going to be around. Unlike my best friends dads. I remember one year my friend went to a daddy daughter dance and invited me. I was 8. Thats when it hit me pretty hard. I questioned myself. If I was good enough for him. Or what was wrong with me. Now i still struggle with my self image and self worth. Parents dont think about the effects on their children. And its total selfishness to keep a kid away from another parent or to be a dead beat one. Everything you do effects your child whether you realize it or not. People need to start stepping up. Its not just for you. Its for our mental health too. You think being abandoned by the person who created you makes you feel good? Always wondering where they are. How their life is? What their actual family is like? Why they didnt want you? Hell no. I cut myself for years over it. Sense sixth grade. But nobody wants to stop and at least realize they had a hand in helping cause the depression and anxiety. Its not my fault. If I could change I would.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 02:15:43 +0000
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