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This is my last status. Its a bign.. and if I dont tag you, I want to stress that it doesnt mean youre any less of a friend. The people in this status happen to be those who have made some kind of recent impact on me, even if they didnt realize it. With that out of the way, as youve probably guessed, Im SO thankful for the friends that I have. Not sure if people are aware, but its actually very hard for me to make friends.. When I say that, I dont mean I make bad impressions. In fact, pretty much everyone in my church knows my name, knows about my life, says hi to me every time we pass, but I can assure you our conversations will always be hey, how are ya? followed by good, thanks. Sometimes substituted with you feelin alright? Im not good at making friends, and usually Im ok with that, because the friends I do have are more than enough. Actually, I consider my greatest accomplishment in life to be tricking these majestic creatures into my trap called friendship. It was a dark day for them, but a magical moment for me. I know I dont deserve to have them, but Id like to consider these people my prize for dealing with social anxiety through years of public school, and instead of setting them free, Im going to show my prizes off. Im thankful for Charlotte, who has been my friend for longer than I can remember... We met online, then met in real life, and WOWOW she actually still tolerates me! I assume. I cant imagine an Otakon without her, even if my con plans do end up going crazy and sometimes I dont see her so much ; ^; Still, I love planning cosplay ideas with her because we ROCK IT. Theres also Nura u wu We met through Charlotte, actually, and I couldnt be happier for that. We finally got to meet last year at Katsucon, and it was sweeeeeeet! No seriously, I feel like I can act all kinds of stupid around her and she wont judge. Probably because shes a tad crazy, too, and I love it. Im really excited to see her at Katsucon again this year and I hope we can plan another cosplay together, because our John and Jade last year for the formal ball was beautiful. Surrsly, gurl. I joke with Nura and Charlotte about moving in together one day, how awesome our place and our life would be.. but joking aside, that would probably be the best thing to happen to me. I have to thank Brandon for letting me talk his ear off about stuff that I admittedly cant talk to other people about. Maybe he knows what Im talking about, maybe not. I dont know, I just know he wont judge, and you know what? He doesnt. He even gets way into the conversation like we were two girls at a sleepover or something, gossiping while braiding each others hair and painting our nails. Four for you, glenn coco, you go glenn coco. Jane has been my friend for a while now. Since 2012? But I kind of feel like weve been friends for years before that. I vent to her a lot, I mean I go oooon and oooon and OOOON, and Im sorry, but its her own fault for being so easy to talk to! ; A; ok no, its my fault, but seriously, Im just really comfortable around her. I love that we can joke about stupid stuff and we always end up laughing so much that my cheeks literally hurt. But we also vent about stuff with each other, too, and try to make each other feel better about tough moments in our lives (even though she does a better job than I do at the whole comforting thing u Au). All we did at Tigercon was sit in different places of the con in costume and talk. Just talked. And I had a blast. I love my friends so much. Im thankful for them, and Im thankful for the conventions that bring us together every year. I wish they knew how much they mean to me, and how great even the smallest of their actions make me feel. This status will hopefully let them know that. Happy Thanksgiving, guys
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 03:41:17 +0000

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