This is not directed at anyone specific, merely calling attention to the situation. One of the most (usually temporary, but can be lengthy in duration) awful feelings is loving someone you know doesnt love you back. You want to make yourself not love them, but if it is true love it doesnt work like that does it? Despite your efforts, everything they do and say increases your admiration for the person they are. You feel bad for loving them when they dont as it is an inconvenience for them and you wish them nothing but happiness. In fact you sometimes convince yourself you can be a friend to that person when they need it the most, you give of yourself freely, and always make time for them just to make sure they are okay even if you yourself are not. However, that internal ache of the heart is not to be diminished. I am sincerely sorry for those who experienced/are still experiencing this, and you have my deepest empathy. I often laughed at those experiencing this pain because I thought it to be a silly irrational emotion that one could control if one wished. However, in my experience and observations, the only time you can control such a feeling is typically by denying its existence, which makes yourself worse in the long run. The more I explore my own feelings and emotions, the more I am coming to terms with the wonderful people around me. I will get it someday.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 18:30:57 +0000
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