This is something im writing for myself and whoever wants to read its kinda long but if you can relate or your in the mood to read check it out sometimes im upset, happy, just like everyone else, i get tears, i pray, i try, i work on myself, i did alot to accomplish to make and bring me were iam at in time today but i know life goes on things happen, wars, violence, depressing things, people that get bullied, dont fit the right puzzle piece, you got crazy people, and theres sane, normal, and different, thoughts could be calm relaxing soothing, and also negative on the edge / cautious, me as a person i make a vow to only know the truth and sometimes its like a war in my mind to know everything like what food i eat, what chemicals i put in my mouth, how i live what i do, ect almost everything.... i feel like im growing into wanting to know more truths then there is bad because thats what makes us better i like to know alot and sometimes its hard because you never know what could happen the most healthiest person can be the sickest thats why i try and make the right decisions i know life is short but hope is not gone i got up before knowing death will come and eat me alive my mind flashed and i almost broke down with sadness and a dark cloud instead i decide to be positive and not let it haunt me that one day ill be sucked out of this world once i was the happiest person, still am just more alone then ever i do have a girlfriend but things change we cant help it unless we change that for our self and not wait i could be consider hermit if you will growing up i never got the right people it was a came and went situation so i relied on myself once i reached the teens couldnt count on anyone reallly cept me parents family to make me who iam so it stuck from there i had friends to some degree but it was always to some degree not like officially so yeah sometimes i feel like im my own shadow i do alot of things for myself not cause its greed or self centered but because thats all i had growin up n somewhat of a group surrounded around me soon as i reached that wanting to be someone else level it took who i really was away i began to see reality and what things reallly were i every so often i still go back to that person i was and stick to who iam now still cause i rather be real about it iam not like most people in my eyes i was never classifed to a certain group or label just alwasy been the person to come and go but somehow still stuck around well thats pretty much it end of the days ill always be positive, yet tired but i know great things will come aslong as i dont wait on the things to happen
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 22:40:11 +0000
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