This is the first post I have made like this, and I may hurt feelings and make people sad. Ive lost all my grandparents and both of my parents. My Mom right before my last deployed and my Dad right after. Less than two years ago. Ive had visits from my Mom in my dreams, but it took months. Last night my Dad finally visited me. He was healthy, happy and without pain. My Mom is always happy when she visits, which was her disposition as I remembered. These visits are both a heart wrenching and heart warming experience. It pains me to see them and talk to them because I miss them so very much. But seeing them allows me to express my love and respect for them. Last night my Dad visited me. He didnt understand why his passing pained me so much. I told him that I missed his wisdom and that his mistakes guide me. He understood. My thoughts on the afterlife are a constant struggle for me. This may simply be a dream and my own desire. But in my heart I believe my loved ones are at peace and it feels wonderful that I can visit with them from time-to-time.
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 13:41:55 +0000