This is what Killed Me, because I know exact how it feels... If your a Single Dad or even Mom with the Rolls reversed. It Just may bring a tear to your eyes.. But it is Sooo Fkn True that it hurts. I do understand some people dont deserve their children or the most time they can get do to abuse for example.. But we, who will do anything.. Including laying our lives down for that Child.. Deserve so much more then we do actually get.. Regardless our situations.. Ie For me. Injured and Not fully Financially off.. I went through a lot personal hell, due to my 1st born relocating.. All the way to the point. When she was with me.. She did not want to go home. Having her mother when she would break down. With her mom saying. Dont make this even Harder on her, Some Visits. Having her ball her eyes out.. I would travel via Bus some times from Port Coquitlam to Horseshoe bay. over 2.5 hrs. Catch a 2 hour ferry 1 way, pick her up at the Terminal, catch it back. spend 45 to an hour bus ride. Take her back to my Parents/grandparents. Spend 6 hours visiting. Catch the bus back to horseshoe bay. Spend another 4 hours on travel. Then catch the bus home. I would of spent the night in that Ferry Terminal, Missing the Ferry. Just so she had sense of security that her dad loved her more than the World its self. Though her mom wasnt to bad. until the Visits got less, and CHRISTMAS BECAME NIL AN VOID.. aND TIME, started spacing itself out to no more visits. Not to mention the 2nd MOTHER, AND IF i so happen to have to work, just so i CAN FILL MY FRIDGE AND CUPBOARDS. I never see the make up day. For I always get told, even when I ask 2 weeks in advance. We have plans. Money doesnt make you a good parent. The time and love you give to your children, DOES.. Anyways.. This really hit home. Flooding me with the Memories, of a lot of lost time that you could never in your life time. Get back.. Some people wonder why I want even another.. So I can actually grow up with My Child, and not miss so much time.. That I felt I was Robbed of. Probably why I am still Single, and actually look at Dating people that are 10 years or More, Younger than I.. For the Women My Age.. Most have already raised a Child, dont want anymore, as they are now enjoying theyre life.. And the possibility and realitys of Grand Children... The Only Difference.. Due to injuries, I would be the F/T Parent.. No Difference in raising A child.. And I would enjoy it.. So if you know any Good looking Single Career Women, looking at wanting a Family, but want to keep their Career lol I am Available.. ;) lol :)
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 05:29:04 +0000
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