This isnt really meant to be read but irdc At the edge of the cliff with the water silently waiting for me below. Not a wave nor a rock at the bottom, just a still, vast blue. Close my eyes, cross my arms around my chest, take the step forward. It feels as if this fall never ends, Im not scared but Im waiting, waiting for a splash. How long till I reach the water? Honestly that doesnt matter because this feeling is magnificent, its wonderful, its...fake. As I open my eyes to see where Im at I realize, I never left the cliff. Im confused yet happy because I experienced ecstasy without the crash, I experienced life without death, love without pain. But now its time to fall, so with my eyes open I jump this time making sure Im off the cliff. The feeling isnt the same, its better...as I see the water approaching I close my eyes, knowing it ends here...I prepare to crash. Idk why I wrote it just came to me, and since I was on fb I decided to post it. I realize things like this have a meaning and when they come to you you have to write em idk wat this means but Ill figure it out eventually.
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 04:27:42 +0000