This last year has brought a lot of wisdom and insight, a lot of change and a lot of growth. Strangely enough it has also brought us all to a level playing field. I learned a lot about myself and what i am willing to put up with and what I am not. I left a lot of the places I had been clinging to and forced myself to be #coldasice thanks to a group of ladies who have really had my back this year. Theyve helped me find my feet and told me I dont have to like all the people who are in my life. Ive been shown support, given advice and a shoulder to cry on, given virtual hugs and real hugs, treated to coffee and cold hard reality. Ive been told to suck it up and told to let it go. Ive been told to hang on and Ive been told to keep going. This year has been particularly hard, and God Damn, did I need my Mother. There were several times I cried for her. But my mom isnt here.....I was only 13 when I lost her. No one will ever replace her. I will always miss her....but there are so many women in my life who have closed that giant hole she left, just a little bit. Women young and old have stepped up. helping me when Im sick, offering advice and listening to me cry. Telling me to snap out of it. even spoiling my daughter and my stepdaughter. I will never stop missing my mom. No one can ever replace her. but it is possible for people to ease the loss and be there for all the times I need my Mom and shes not here. I thank every one of you for getting me through this year and the last twenty. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 07:17:28 +0000
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