This may come off braggy but its not I just wanted to take a minute and talk about how I have more then most people at this school due to my disability yet im more depressed then you. I collected over $30k in disability benefits some may say im even retired in my 20s. And yet I spend every day trying not to kill myself. I make $1000 doing nothing, my rent for a 1bd apt is paid for by the government and I have no roommates, and yet I try and not take a knife and slit my wrists and throat and die. I have maybe 3 friends, spend all the time trying to make new ones and yet most of my day is consumed trying to just stay alive. You can have stability, never have to work a job or go to school ever again, and I can assure you im more depressed and have been sent to the mental hospital more then anyone at this school. I have been sent to the mental hospital over 75 times, last year was 9 times in 9 months before they and I stopped counting oh thats 9 at 1 hospital the one here in santa Cruz when i visit home or other towns I get sent its natural. So yhou think im lucky, I feel you guys are the lucky ones
Posted on: Thu, 22 Jan 2015 05:15:43 +0000
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015