This mornin I woke to sweet an most all the day it went that way but after I ate this evenin I kad to check and feed the troops. As I filled buckets with stuff Hooligan came runnin, but not to eat. He grabbed at my arm almost a bucket spilled, and I wanted to scold him but felt a bad sense I let him tow me to the barn where I saw all the dogs huddled around one layin on the floor. I dropped the buckets runnin It was my oldest alpha Rotty, an I screamed. Kels came runnin Make him OK kels She did all she could to no good, Hes gone. Kels is a PHD DVM and held me we held him still warm I said We gotta say a prayer an we did. My mom and dad came out and my dad went almost right way for a shovel but my mom nodded a no so he held back Finally Kels said with a chokin voice Animals know when its time to go and unlike humans dont fear an end of time They seem to accept it much more gracefully than we do and we arent God What she said hardly mattered in the moment I was crushed but it gave me somethin to think about My dad moved to pick my baby up but I said I wanna do this alone OK? I took his bulk in my arms anhe weighs more than me Kels carried the shovel I placed him on the ground next to where Bella rested an Kels left. She dint go far allowin us some space What sttatered as such a good day turned like an acid taste and my eye was burnin from cryin The rest of the dogs even Hooligan came in close nuzzled me and their friend. I said my words petted his body the whole time then finally began diggin My mom brought out a lantern an fleece blanket with a picture of a wolf on it one of my favorite covers anI wrapped him kissed him said goodbye, so cryinn and Kels came back to help me gently put him in the grave I wanna say more but I cant cept hold close who yah hold most dear in heart or hand if i cussed I gotta lots a words I could say...
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 01:07:49 +0000
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