This song came on as I turned onto the on ramp for the 416 highway tonight. I said out loud; I wish it were snowing right now and, no joke, it immediately began to snow. The song continued to pour over me as the tears began to stream down my swollen face. Swollen from exhaustion. Swollen from the confusion of crying for something that made no compelling sense to stay and never will, despite the compelling force of the inability to leave decisively for so many years and yet somehow the time came and I ran away. Im talking to myself in silence at this point; I am running. I am running from something. I am running from something dark and ugly. Something painful. The snow is swirling around the car just as the strings of Vince Mendozas arrangement is doing double duty. Is there redemption here? Is there forgiveness? Is there understanding and, if not, will there ever be? Am I running toward something? Am I just running from myself? Should I even BE running at all? Im truly exhausted and Im SO close to my final destination. Ive had so much love and support. So much help. Nothings ever meant more to me. Im at 76% in my campaign now to finally be free and Im in the final stretch. I know I will get there. Thank you. https://indiegogo/projects/help-save-root-beer-the-kitten-and-her-daddy/x/8719117 https://youtube/watch?v=aCnf46boC3I
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 08:47:47 +0000
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