This song is in my opinion, one of the best describing recovery. Im doing well from a physiological side of things. But its not easy. Some days I want to give up and others I want to be happy and free and able to reach for the stars. Even on my bad days, I know Im better than I once was. I choose life every day. Why? Because of the one thing that gives me any kind of meaning; my brother. Without him id be dead. He doesnt have a father. He cant lose his brother. But I still want to die. Every single day. At this point, I wouldnt say Im better. But 2014 compared to 2012 was much easier. Less hospital, less SH. Recovery is slow. It cant happen in a day. Its a daily decision. Let yourself be happy. Dont tell yourself youre a depressed person. Say youre a lovely person who just happens to suffer from an illness. Never give up youtu.be/yBatuRGZAmA
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 01:34:46 +0000
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