This song touched me when I went on my retreat for 3 days I reunited with God after a long time I had no more faith I didnt believe he existed any more well I mean when I was alone out in the streets praying with so called friends after my first separation with my husband I would ask myself why is this happening to me what did I do so wrong or bad that God would put me threw all these struggles all alone I use to pray day n high-ranking him to help me show me the way the right path which road do I take ?????? He never answered me nights after night I would cry myself to sleep praying over n over asking for him to help me make things right again let me start over forget the past cuz cant ignore what I had done it was done but can forgive and move on but it seemed like the more I cried out to him he abandoned me so time went buy I just gave up stoped praying never would go to church with mom like I use to I would take her every Sunday to mass she would cdy get upset with me saying you got the devil in you hes not letting you go come on and I would sometimes scream I dint care what you think or say mom I aint going she would sometimes leave CRYing I felt bad and after half hour went buy I forget and didnt care at the retreat when I heard this song the first time. I looked up at the cross and it was beautiful I seen a bright white light shining behind God he was like up in air not on the cross but flying like if he was floating with his arms open like asking me for a hug he had white long Rove on Brown belt well string on waist and 2 angels one on each side of him smiling at me I heard him talk to me his voice was do strong loud but beautiful telling me daughter of mine I never abandoned you and never left your side Im right beside you I had to let you find your way make choices and learn from them all your my daughter dot ever forget that Im right beside you and these two ANGELs are always on your shoulders to protect and lead you listen to these two voices when you doubt something or someone only these or mine and u will see all bad will be great and living like you want your family it here just show me you want it you can do it . I believe in and he disapered . It was a feeling I never experienced before dont know how to explain but wow :-)!!!! Just want to say Thank You to my two nieces who i love very much and 7 know sometimes I act mean or rude sometimes but Tia is trying her hardest to change my life for the best .everyone gave up on me but you two Mirellita Aguirre and Jessica Aguirre you girls made me believe that I can do it you guys dont know how much it meant to me that you played $250.00 dollars do that I can go on that retreat that I went on I believe in God and my saints again I I promise Im going to give it all u got to change my life styles and put my everything to do better for myself and kids it dont happen in one dAy it takes time but be patient with me God is good amen
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 09:49:32 +0000