This stuff is so fascinating, because I am so different from others, everyone tells me to get help for it. Im sorry if i start floodgating my facebook with videos.. im just hoping my ex husband will watch these and see me. I never meant to hurt him.. i was just tired of hurting. And the guy i fell in love with, well i seen him cry over his not being allowed to play music anymore and it broke my heart.. and what else broke my heart was knowing my marriage was ending and it was against my faith to ever be with that man. Everything i ever believed thinking he was stalking me was challenged, because his beleifs were the polor opposite of mine, and how could i as a child of God fall in love and feel so much over someone i believed was caught up in satamism who i thought was stalking me? He said it wasnt him. However thats what i had to work through. Top that off with me being a highly sensitive person, can anybody imagine how deep this pain and challenging the healing process has been? HSPs are said to be born with brains that are quick to just process everything much deeper than the average person. I remember when i went back to work, i wanted Deeper friends … because noone in my world understood me. I think thats why i fell in love with him. I thought maybe he would.. because i looked so much up about the new age movement and satanism and i had nobody to talk to about it.. and with all my heart i wanted to bring people out of that crap and into Christ, where I found my healing. So whether it was him or not hacking into my phone.. someone heard me share the gospel and why Jesus is the only way. During this process, I also had to repent of ever wanting him.. it was sin. And God had to heal my very broken heart.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 21:29:08 +0000
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