This time last year and the year before Im gonna admit I was in an awful place. I was pretty much disabled with Depression. I didnt have it in me to continue. I hated life, hated myself. Lost all my friends, isolated myself, stopped eating and whatever else you could possibly think of, I experienced it. I did not want too live, thats how bad I became. I put my family through hell. But they stayed by my side through it all and got me the professional help that I needed, they cared for me. They did everything that they could to make it all go away. Last year wasnt as harsh as previous years but all those feelings were still there. But I am so thankful that I am still here today doing what I can to keep the demons away, but I really couldnt have done it without this lot by my side. I can enjoy Christmas this year without worrying or feeling so low. I can actually see hope now, the light at the end of the tunnel as people would say. I couldnt ask for a better family. Were all solid and I love you all very much, including the wonderful family I have up north, I hope you all have a great Christmas💕
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 12:53:14 +0000
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