This week has been a bit of a struggle. I’ve faced several personal battles this week, MOSTLY little stuff. But all the mundane small stuff adds up sometimes and top it off with a death and you end up with some sort of weird bunch of messy feelings mingling around each other including sadness, anger, frustration, confusion, helplessness mixed with creativity, intrigue, wonder and even joy. Most of the time I just remind myself of how blessed I am, how much I have no right to ‘complain’ about pretty much anything - how many people I have that care about me and I usually just move on. I call it hustle and flow; The hurry to get goals accomplished mixed with the ability to roll with the punches. But sometimes, ……sometimes there’s too much to wade through. Sometimes things shouldn’t be your problem but they are. Sometimes you shouldn’t worry about someone else, but you do. Sometimes you don’t know what to feel. Sometimes you feel things you shouldn’t. Sometimes there is no right answer to any of the questions you have. When you’re trying to grasp at straws or take a break from even thinking about anything anymore and then something unexpected happens ; Some small, insignificant thing in the middle of your day at the end of a terrible week. Some insignificant thing that on any other week would be nothing. Some insignificant thing that suddenly becomes significant for reasons nobody else would begin to understand. And sometimes all it takes is that unexpected minor thing to make you truly smile. I hope your weekend is filled with smiles.
Posted on: Fri, 30 Aug 2013 19:15:15 +0000
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