This will be a long story but I hope some of you will find time to read this. Im a Wattpad writer from the year 2012. Our love story is 3 years in the making. Amidst everything, fate made a way for our parallel paths to meet again. Nagsisimula na akong makilala noong mga taong iyon. Dumadami ang readers ko at dumadami ang supporters ko. Ang tagal kong hinintay itong opportunity na ito na dumating sa akin. Ang makilala ako at matuklasan ang mga gawa ko. Nagkakilala tayo sa isang promotion page sa Facebook. You were so arrogant and so despicable thats why my eyes caught your profile. Maraming naiinis sayo kasi patuloy kang nagbibigay ng mga hate comments tungkol sa aming mga Wattpad writers. I was not in the good mood that day thats why I tried to give a damn time to talk to you. I asked you for a debate. That whoever loses this debate will have to compromise something important in his/her life. For you, you publicly told us that youll stop and never try to bash Wattpad again and for me, though I know it was a bit crucial, I opted to tell him that Ill leave Wattpad once and for all once I lost this competition. I asked you to enlighten me why people should stop using Wattpad and you keep on throwing me articles with profound supporting opinions from you. Youre so eloquent that I already had the feeling that Ill lose this. Napakatalino mong tao. Tinignan ko ang profile mo kung sino ka ba talaga at nalaman ko UP student ka pala, Diliman to be particular. Youre taking Psychology and Im taking a course, in which, literature is not even part of our syllabus or course subjects. Youre using a dummy account and I havent revealed my identity that time yet. Hinamon kita sa isang personal interaction sa Maginhawa. I thought you wouldnt come, but to my surprise you did. Hindi ko akalain na ikaw yung lalaking bumaba sa kotse at pinagtitiningan ng lahat ng tao habang iginagala mo ang mata mo sa loob ng restaurant na yon. Lumapit ka sa akin dahil noong oras na yon, ako lang ang nagiisang nakaupo sa iisang lamesa. Tinignan kita at tumingin ka sa akin. That time we already knew it was us looking for each other. Umupo ka sa upuan sa tabi ko at hinubad ang lanyard at inilapag sa lamesa. Nakita kong legit UP student ka nga at tama, sa Diliman ka nag-aaral. Tumagal ang usapan na yon na hanggang anim na oras. Ang akala ko na away at sigawan ay nauwi sa pagpapakilala ng sarili natin. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ko ibinigay number ko sayo nun at simula nun, naging ugali na natin ang magtawagan hanggang madaling araw. Hindi na ako nakakapagupdate dahil sayo. Dahil ang oras ko na inuubos ko sa pagsusulat ay ginagamit ko para kausapin ka. I didnt regret it though, cause every night? I always learn something new about you. Every info that you had told me never left my brain. They got stuck and they kept on multiplying. Dumating ang oras na palagi mo na akong niyayayang lumabas at hirap na hirapa kong sabihang ayaw ko dahil hiyang hiya ako tuwing tinatanggihan ko ang alok mo. Nagtuloy tuloy yon hanggang hindi ko na napigilang magkaroon ng feelings sayo. Kapag nagpapameetup ako, gusto mo kasama ka. Naalala mo? Patay na patay sayo mga readers ko dahil kung gwapo ang usapan, pasok na pasok ka. Hanggang dumating sa punto na tinukso nila tayo sa isat-isa at pinipilit ka nilang ligawan ako. Tinitignan ko reaksyon mo pero you just kept on hiding something from those smiles that youve made. March 2013, matapos ang huling meet-up ko niyaya mo ako sa UP. Sabi mo kakain lang tayo at maguusap kaya pumayag ako. Hindi ko alam darating sa punto na ipapakilala mo ako sa mga kaibigan mo na kapreho mong mayaman, gwapo at magaganda atsaka matatalino. Sa tuwing binibuildup mo ako, tuwang tuwa ako. Paulit ulit mong sinasabing magaling akong writer though deep inside I never stopped to cringe and shrug every time you hype everything about me. Kumain tayo sa CASAA kasama mga kaibigan mo at lahat sila sobrang over accommodating. Hes soooo serious and for 7 years that Ive known this guy, he has never introduced a girl to us. Aside from his family, wala pa siyang isinasakay na babae dyan sa kotse niya. And obviously, heartthrob siya sa UP which is veryyyy obvious naman. Kilala nga siyang halaman kasi he never tried to court someone before. Siya nga pala , where did you guys meet by the way? Kinuwento ko at amazed na amazed silang lahat. Ang unang sentence na sinabi niya ay talagang tumatak sa isip ko. Kaibigan lang kita alam mo yon at kahit may kakaiba na rin akong nararamdaman, pipilitin kong hanggang kaibigan lang tayo. I witnessed what happened between two lovers who became strangers after breaking up. I cannot take any chance to compromise our friendship and you know that. Pinilit kong pigilan yong nararamdaman ko para sayo dahil alam kong hindi tama ito. This chivalry that you are trying to show to me is a liability of a man bestfriend. Nothing more than that and nothing less than that. This is just a normal treatment from a special person, I assumed. Nagulat ako nang nag-confess ka sa akin sa loob ng kotse mo. You told me you havent found someone who is as cool and talented as me. You havent met someone whos as firm as me. Ive wanted to tell you that Ive never found someone too whos as perfect as you, as intelligent as you and as interesting as you. Natahimik lang ako at hindi sumagot sa confession mo. Pakiramdam ko sasabog ako. Pakiramdam ko hindi tama na pinakawalan ko yong opportunity na mayroon ako para sabihin kong youre more than a friend to me. Pero I was too coward and kept my dramas inside me. Matapos ng araw na yon, nilayuan na kita. I blocked you in Facebook and I even deactivated my Wattpad account. I knew you would find every possible way to find me. My readers were shocked with my sudden disappearance. I never bid my goodbye cause seeing you slowly disappearing from my sight would slowly kill me also. Its been a year already, nakagraduate ako at aalis ako ng bansa para sumunod sa pamilya ko. Akala mo iniwan na kita at wala na akong pakialam sayo? Nagkakamali ka. Walang araw na lumipas na hindi ako napapadalaw sa account mo. Gumawa ako ng bagong account para sayo. Yung account na wala kang idea na ako yon. Iniiyakan kita sa tuwing nakikita kong pagod na pagod ka na kakahanap sa akin. Ayaw na ayaw kitang mahirapan pero aalis ako. Ayaw kong paasahin ka at sanayin ka na laging naandyan sa tabi mo. Im not the right girl for you and so I assumed that there is someone whos meant to be with you. A week bago flight ko, nalaman kong may girlfriend ka na. Halong lungkot at saya ang naramdaman ko dahil nalaman kong ok ka na at nakamoveon ka na. Shes pretty and I know her. Siya yong Bio na nakausap ko at nagsabi sa akin na ang swerte ko. You guys are match made in heaven. I know youll be a great couple. Bago ako aalis, sabi ko kakalimutan na rin kita at hindi na kita guguluhin at babalikan pa. Nagulat ako ng biglang may yumakap sa akin patalikod habang naghihintay ako na papasukin ako sa loob ng eroplano. Amoy mo pa lang at higpit pa lang ng yakap mo alam kong ikaw na yon. Paulit ulit mong tinanong sa akin kung bakit kita tinaguan at nilayuan pero hindi ako makasalita dahil sa hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko. Dahil dumating yung oras na kinakatakutan ko, yung mahulog sa isang tao na akala ko hindi magiging parte ng buhay ko. Takot akong sabihin na naging duwag ako dahil alam kong nasa magkabilang mundo tayo kaya pinilit kong layuan ka at saktan ka. Hindi ko rin napigilan sarili ko eh. Tumalikod din ako at niyakap din kita. Sa huling pagkakataon na yon ginusto kong maramdaman mo na mahal din kita. Halos isang oras din tayong nagusap nun at puro ikaw ang nagkukuwento kung paano ang naging buhay mo sa UP at kung paano ka nahihirapan sa academics mo. Tango lang ako nang tao habang tinititigan ka. The smile on your face that time looked so perfect. Namiss ko mga ngiti mong yon, ang mga ngiti mong sobrang sarap sa tenga at mga kamay mong sobrang lambot na kinukurot mga pisngi ko. Pero time wasnt in our favor to update each other that long, I had to go and seeing you sitting on that bench really broke me into pieces. I made a few steps away from you but I suddenly felt the need to hug you from the last time. I ran towards you and hugged you so tight. That time, I failed to contain my emotion. Puro paalala ang sinabi ko sayo. Sabi ko magtatapos ka sa UP ng may honor at achievements, sabi ko kakain ulet tayo sa CASAA at sa Maginhawa, sabi ko babalik ako kung kailan kaya ko nang harapin mga magiging decision ko. Yung oras na yon, that was the most painful yet happiest moment of my life. I lived normally for almost three years and I went back in the Philippines for a short vacation. Baby, I dont know if you can read this. Thank you for waiting for me and for being loyal to me for the past years that I was not beside you. For that ex-girlfriend of yours, please tell her thank you so much for letting you go because she felt that youre not happy with what you guys have become. A love story had ended that time, but ours is just yet to start. It will be our anniversarry soon. As a promise, we will celebrate our anniversary at CASAA where we held our first unofficial friendship date. I will always be here for you. Yes, at this point, youre reading these sentences right. Were both in a relationship now. Thank you for making my real Wattpad life story worth it. I left my career for someone whos very important to my life. And for my readers, Im sorry for my sudden disappearance. Ill be back.........soon. Thank u for reading guys and never lose hope. -makeitpossible_fo12
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 04:11:00 +0000
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