Thor was lying in his bed another reckless night after having yet another nightmare it was different it was the same nightmare where loki was dying in his arms after being stabbed thor didnt really show how sad he was he only showed it when he was truly alone and nobody could hear him weep somewhat a mixture of loud and quiet sobbing he tried to keep his sobbing to a low quiet level as possible but it was to unbearable for him he missed his brother dearly trickster or a liar he was he was still his brother and he did still love him for what he was and who he was he did not care if he hurt him any longer he would treat loki like the princess and king and god he deserved to be thor missed feeling lokis cold slender body next to him feeling the mixture of cold on warm pale on toned he missed the smell of lokis slight sweat he missed waking up to his face every morning having loki around made thor have somewhat more of a purpose in life and without loki he felt worthless and alone a worthless little boy that was air to the throne of asgard though he did not want to be king of asgard he didnt want his father the all father odin to be displeased with him for not wanting the throne it was a huge responsibility and thor was already doubting himself about whether or not he would be a good king he shook his head sighing at the thought of sitting on a throne and not having loki there to mock him he didnt like it but he was so used to it he missed it and he craved it and needed it ever so badly he would sometimes sit up and see loki standing watching him but that was only a figment of his imagination he longed for the day when he would see loki again hel he would do just about anything to see his beloved brother again hed even do immoral things and break the rules of being a good son if it meant he could go to hel to spend the rest of life time with loki, loki meant so much to him more than loki knew about surely thor did smoother loki a bit to much but he did really love loki as a brother a partner a lover and as a friend loki was thors world and now his world was falling apart around him he had no idea what to do anymore hed give it all up if he only could... Just to see loki again and hold him in his arms he might be truly happy again whereas now he is nothing more than a broken man of a king.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 12:02:42 +0000
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