Thought the Aide would be here by now to help with my shower.....I hate having to wait until I come up on the schedule or whatever.....Wanted to be showered and dressed by now. Suppose I could take a sponge bath and when they call, tell them I dont need them. So enjoy having that water running over me though.... Hoping for a better day today than yesterday. Prayed and gave my situation a lot of thought last night and concluded; as much as I love someone and want them in my life, if they dont love me enough to overlook my mistakes (and I make a lot) esp in the way I phrase myself sometimes, and then things get turned around totally when others are told how things happened etc.....I cant change the way they feel but I cant sit here every day and cry and wonder what I said or did like I always do. Have to get on with my daily life as much of a life as I have these days, sitting and sleeping in a chair but I would love to know I can call if I unfortunately fall or have some emergency, but more so when I need someone to talk and just vent.....wont be the same with someone who doesnt know you or exactly all youve been through..gonna have to find someone who can help me with errands esp now that I cant even walk to the store etc but its all going to be ok though....when God closes one door, He opens another and Im finding that to be true more each day. As much as I want some of my old life to stay the same, its not going to happen. It hurts so badly and my heart is broken but I will heal......
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 17:12:21 +0000
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