Thoughts this morning from the plane: This last year has been one of change, struggle, and new beginnings for me.. I have no regrets, and would not change a thing.. Everything happens for a reason, its in gods hands.. I am feeling really blessed that a new opportunity has entered my life to allow me to close doors on past opportunities that are no longer serving me.. I will learn and grow from every experience and try to carry forward with all the good and blessings I have been given.. The last year has been filled with HARD decisions, custody battle, big moves and many challenges along the way, but in the end, I truly feel in my heart I made the right decisions, so I will not regret a single one.. Although I may not have won that custody battle and my baby girl will be spending the school year away from her mommy for the first time in her life I have the power to take control and make decisions that will allow me to be in her life throughout the year.. A full time job with a stable income is not an option as I dont have the choice to take of 1 week a month to go spend with her, so I am putting all of my eggs in one basket and trusting god for blessing me with this younique opportunity.. I will make the best of it,I promise!! I will find a way to be present in my daughters life while she is not in my direct care.. It may not be easy, but it will be worth it.. I will forgive those who have lied, cheated and stole and I will move forward with forgiveness in my heart knowing that everything does really happen for a reason and it is up to me to choose how I deal with it.. Thank you to everyone who has played a part in my life!! Brett, Shannon and Angela I dont know where I would be with without your undying love and support. OMG I am tearing up just writing this, sorry guys.. Mom thank you for being there and helping me out in a time of need and believing in me when maybe you werent so sure or questioned my decisions, Lori and pops, thank you so much for for your love and support you did things you didnt need to do, I appreciate your presence in our lives over the past 3 years and feel blessed to have you in our lives. Joanne not sure where we would be without all the love and support you have given us.. I may not show it all the time, but I appreciate you more than you know..not there I go tearing up again.. Although I was almost ashamed o down grade to the tracks. I am glad I live where I do, where I grew up, and have family all around the blocks.. I swore when i moved up in this world I was never going back.. I think I needed to go through everything I have to see the true greatness I am destined for and every experience has made me a better person although I may not have realized it at the start.. Thank you Dan for trying to be present and making changes to allow that, I pray for you. Thank you lord for bringing me home to cloverdale where I have the love and support of such great family and friends.. I look forward to helping many through the coming year and I am so excited to see where my life will be 1 year from today.. Hard work and dedication is going to pay off and I am going to be changing lives for the better including my own.. I am committed to learning and growing and accepting change.. There are so many people I cannot name everyone I would be typing all day, THANK you to all who have supported me in my decisions and been understanding and supportive in my many times of need over the last year.. I told myself last year this isnt going to be easy, one year from now I will say Im glad I did instead of I wish I had.. And I stand here today August 4th, 2014 feeling COMPLETELY BLESSEDand I can say with complete honest and sincerity I AM GLAD I DID!!! My struggles are not over and my journey has just begun this next year will be full of changes, challenges and memories and I am ready for them all.. Thank you mike and Pam Hamilton for that first introduction into direct sales all those years ago, the experiences I had way back the at only 19 years old changed my life forever, the books I read, the knowledge I gained.. My first trips to life changing weekends. I may have never found my way in if mike werent so dedicated to trying to make a better future for his family, although that business never worked out financially for me it changed my life forever.. thank you!! Thank you Kim Echols, Cathy Drollinger and my best friend in heaven Linda Brewer for all the support and undying love and to all my passion sisters especially Becky Vance all our late night strategizing and crazy calls, Aubri Webb, Azure Grayot, Kerri Lodge your support love and friendship through the years has been amazing and though we all dont talk nearly as much as we used to you all hold a very special place in my heart.. You girls always had my back or knew that when I made decisions they were not malicious because you knew me as a person and knew that wasnt in my heart.. I love you girls!!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 02:24:41 +0000