Time brings with it painful memory from the past, ah ah. I remember the first day I met her. I dont think I really noticed her. She looked at me, as if she could see right through me. A year later we share the same class. Learning the same subject, I kept to myself. Never saying a word. All the drama came and never left. Who was dating who, everyone making friendships. I didnt care about that. Bringing some baggage from home, I thought to push back. But the pain never left. It kept surging back, reminding of every thing I ever did wrong. All the times I struck out and all the times I couldnt say how I feel. And now I find myself revisiting that day...wishing I didnt say I love you. You clinged to me a lot. Maybe it was an act just to piss him or any one of them off. Sometimes I wonder if you really knew what you were doing, or if it was the bullshit my buddies told me about women being so indecisive. One minute we are hot, the next we are cold. Everything I put it into came all for naught. What was I even invited into your life foooooooooooor? But the pain never left. It kept surging back, reminding of everything I ever did wrong. All the times I struck out and all the times I couldnt stay how I feel when it mattered the most. All of those tears came freely and I dont think you deserved a single one of them. Im damn sure that I would take it back and never say I love you. All that drama shit wasnt worthy of my time. I will move on cause I wont have you haunting me for the rest of my life. I will be free, you hear me. Cause each year that goes past I can say I dont give a damn about you. I dont care for you. I grow stronger everyday where I mean it when I sayyyyy...I dont love you.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Jul 2014 00:21:54 +0000
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