Time for Free Writing ~Can’t Rewind Time~ {the man who opened her eyes} 8/19/20133|12.28 A girl that comes from different culture The girl who was raised by very strict family, That she still ask herself and can’t find the answer, A girl that never thought she would leave her own country, She thought she could love truly only once in her life, Exposed to a mafian world at age of… as a teen, Seen guns that she never wished…. to be seen, A girl that has seen her best girlfriend shoot at the night club One of her darkest nights, The night club that was run by her man, The next following weekend nights, she was standing at the same club Just listening to music, awaiting for her man, laughing with her girls Those guys didn’t know who she was with, Other men who constantly asked her to dance with, after one touch, The girl started to pray, as she knew she wasn’t allowed to even say, Shortly after, those guys were beaten up so brutally right in front of her by her man and his brothers, They were to pride to use guns, She couldn’t help, couldn’t stop, but kept praying in tears for those souls, As time goes by, she understands how much he loved her, unconditionally, There were winter nights where he used to wait for her, nights of minus 20-30 As soon as her parents were asleep, she would run outside to him, Saying, “you’re crazy, it’s too cold outside, go home…” He would say, “Just wanted to see you and hug you.” A man who was brave enough to stand against her father, A former Soviet Union boxer who obeys only to her mother, that she still feels uncomfortable talking to him, no matter how many times father locked her in her bedroom, She found the ways towards him~ Year after year her first love showed how much he loved her, She was just too young to see that, He protected her, year after year, his love grew stronger, Five years, she wished that time last longer, Her high-school love who showed her unknown, Dangerous world, casinos, his brotherhood, As time went by, she understood and founds only some answers…. She wishes she hadn’t seen death of his best friend, A terrible motorcycle crash in snow… As time goes by, she still cries and asks herself why him~ Why good people have to go~ Three of them shared so much love, fun, unimaginable life experience, pride, A man who was ready for anything for her, Her cousins - sisters would say, he is crazy, just leave, but only she knew the answer, As they walked down the street, Back home from school, she saw how people adored them, Whether it rained, or whether it snowed, he always walked her home, Long walks hand by hand, laughers, The warmest moments of her life, She still asks herself, why he had to go too after his best friend died… The best five years of her life, she never thought it would be a short dream, Otherwise she would have spent more time with his mother and him~ As time goes by, the girl finally believes that she met the man Who is like him, a gentleman A true fighter, true friend, real man… She asks herself, how is it possible….. Their voices are similar, eyes, kind smile, Perhaps he is right, things were meant to be~ She just didn’t believe months ago~ So let it be~ A.P ~
Posted on: Mon, 19 Aug 2013 07:28:03 +0000
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