Time for me to vent yet again:::This subject really urks me to no end.A few years back I wanted so much to be back into,what has consumed so much of my life.I got out because i was young and never wanted to see death like that again,(yet i see it frequently in my sleep)I wanted to have a purpose,start a family,have a family.Have that meaning where to be part of something meant something.Well ya have to be with peeps that understand u as well!!Hey im not perfect,I overthink,overplan,adapt,adjust,and was never quite rite for the outside world.I miss my military life.I miss the brotherhood,the honor,the loyality the bond that know one knows till they have been there!!! What bothers me is that i was told i was 2 old to go back.what gets me is wtf.thers alot of old f-ers there.Put thru yr basic training lol as it is today (politically correct )if i dont make it ok i cave,but myself have no worries,i will go thru yr other training again NO WORRIES,jus dont tell me im too old to do what others wont do.Dont get me wrong Im very thankfull for the family,peeps an the love of my life that kinda sorta understand me,i enjoy what i do on the civ side of life.Maybe i am a nutty one to ask for 1 more chance to go back,RLTW
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 22:24:17 +0000
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