Timeline Photos I must thank everyone who has supported and encouraged me to follow my heart and find out the truth about my past. Without all the Facebook support I would have put it off yet again. Growing up I never really connected and often felt a stranger amongst friends and family as I always wondered why I was given up as a child and not wanted. Those who knew and know me know will remember my school days and will now understand why I rebelled so much. I wish I had searched earlier to have a greater understanding of myself and know why I am the way I am. If anyone is considering searching for family don’t put if off as you may miss your opportunity to ask questions and truly understands what happened. The feelings I’ve experienced are truly out of this world, to find out where pictures were taken and who was in them after all these years was mind blowing. My understanding of my past was so wrong and I’m so glad my natural mother now knows the son she gave up for adoption as a result of an absolute horrific chain of events is still alive and well. I thought she didn’t care and never thought about me, how wrong I was, she thought about me all the time especially on my birthday. As a result of my early days and believing I wasn’t wanted I became pretty unemotional and unattached and pushed many people away; crying is not something I do but an hour after leaving my mother’s home I broke down like never before, So many years of wondering and pretending I didn’t care all came out at once and WOW I felt alive. The reason I’m putting this on Facebook is if one person connects as a result of reading this page I will be so happy and me putting myself out there will be worth it. I feel so liberated that one of my secrets is out in the open and I’m not hiding it anymore. I’m so devastated about Janice, I’d always hoped we would meet up and have a great relationship as brother and sister and it makes me so sad that opportunity has gone. Please if you’re considering searching don’t put it off, there are so many agencies and support groups to help you. Again thank you all so much. — with Robert Martin. Timeline Photos I must thank everyone who has supported and encouraged me to follow my heart and find out the truth about my past. Without all the Facebook support I would have put it off yet again. Growing up I never really connected and often felt a stranger amongst friends and family as I always wondered why I was given up as a child and not wanted. Those who knew and know me know will remember my school days and will now understand why I rebelled so much. I wish I had searched earlier to have a greater understanding of myself and know why I am the way I am. If anyone is considering searching for family don’t put if off as you may miss your opportunity to ask questions and truly understands what happened. The feelings I’ve experienced are truly out of this world, to find out where pictures were taken and who was in them after all these years was mind blowing. My understanding of my past was so wrong and I’m so glad my natural mother now knows the son she gave up for adoption as a result of an absolute horrific chain of events is still alive and well. I thought she didn’t care and never thought about me, how wrong I was, she thought about me all the time especially on my birthday. As a result of my early days and believing I wasn’t wanted I became pretty unemotional and unattached and pushed many people away; crying is not something I do but an hour after leaving my mother’s home I broke down like never before, So many years of wondering and pretending I didn’t care all came out at once and WOW I felt alive. The reason I’m putting this on Facebook is if one person connects as a result of reading this page I will be so happy and me putting myself out there will be worth it. I feel so liberated that one of my secrets is out in the open and I’m not hiding it anymore. I’m so devastated about Janice, I’d always hoped we would meet up and have a great relationship as brother and sister and it makes me so sad that opportunity has gone. Please if you’re considering searching don’t put it off, there are so many agencies and support groups to help you. Again thank you all so much. — with Robert Martin.
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