Times like these you learn to live again, word so true. For the past 8 years I gave up my life, my job and any sort of life to take care of my daughter. Was it easy to do yes but was it hard as hell yes. I put things like my long term relionship on the back burner, friends, goals and dreams to take care of her. Fully know that where I sit right now would be my fate the mother of a angel. Would I do it all again hell yes. But Im learning to live all over again and sometimes thats just more then I can take. Everyday I get up and try my best for myself my kids and for her. But Im truly lost with out the med checks, doctor appts, daily routine of changing, feeds, school, workers and at times therapy that use to parade in and out of my house like I was the hottest drug house on the block. That was my life every day and my kids lifes every day for 8 years. Learning to live with out her is the hardest thing I think I will have to do in my life. I love you RAVEN SKY AND I HOPE TO GOD THAT YOU KNOW THAT.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 00:38:53 +0000