Title: The Design By: The Infamous Strategy Dedicated to: Shae Smith I walked this earth alone for a very long time.. Living off of hope.... Dreaming through rhyme.... Entering mystic dimensions through portals I personally created in my mind.. The truth.... It was so damn hard to find... I must have been blind.... So blind that..... I missed over a handful of Heaven Sent soul saving signs.. There i was..,... Searching for that buzz... Still waiting for the light.... Struggling throughout the entire fight.. Wondering will this long drawn out journey be worth all of these tears in the end...... Every night.... There I was in the dark.... Praying..... Hoping Ill soon be alright.... Like a scared kid with scary illusions within sight... With my back against the wall with no one to call..... I was.... holding on to my pillow extra tight.... Clinching on to never ending visions.... Prepared to pour out this overwhelming story and write...... Knowing I needed to do it.... In order to bring that special true love my heart desires to life... No doubt about it..... I was.... Needing to find my wife...... To erase the wrong with some right.... With shield, sword and armor... Id be her knight.... Surviving through the struggles and the battles..... Controlling the shows on my lifes universal remote by saving the most important channels....... Setting examples.... Standing strong..... Unable to be trampled..... On..... For the world I used to claim was now worn.... Out..... This maze I traveled in for many days... I had to figure out.... Head in a different direction.... Take another route...... And when I did.... I no longer felt the weakness of being a small timid kid.... A man I became..... With no embarrassment and no shame... Sheltered from the rain..... And the lion within me became untamed.... To you the changes happened all the same... Together we won the game.... The moment each others final puzzle piece came... Now our love controls the time.... My black and white world became colorful as visions of you walked down each and every corner and line of this poetic mind.. Finally I felt fine.... Perfected like aged wine.... With the strength and motivation to get up and stay on the grind.... No doubt about it..... Angels like you are so hard to find... Time.... Id be a fool to ever want to rewind... I swear...... I never met anyone so beautiful, caring and kind.... I love your shine.... Its so miraculous..... So divine...... For your love is painted across my soul like a design... With paint thatll last until the end of time A million Angels shall forever dance above us... Celebrating our love, dedication, commitment and trust.. A golden bond thatll never rust... No ashes to ashes or dust to dust.. Eternal... Like the love within the poetry in this journal... That I write for you.... All that I am I give to you with nothing but intentions that are wonderful and true... You are something to love not just something to do... I thought the size of my heart was at its max... But last night it grew.... Now its the size of a giants heart times 2.. The growing will continue... Its far from through...... Theres just no limit when it comes to me loving you..... Im needing you... Wanting you.... Craving to..... Please, ease and satisfy you... For over a million nights through... Take a bow my Queen... Heres another dedication to you... For you.... And only you.... I love you!
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 16:15:55 +0000
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