To God Be The Glory! It has been awhile and today I had my 15th of 33 sessions of Radiation... It is not going without a test but quiting is not an option... I didnt get the feeling to come on and share because, I like bearing good and joyful news. Unfortunately it isnt all peaches and cream as much as I would love to report..... I know I am not alone when I recognize the fact that when you ignore the enemy and continue to, in the midst of the storm give God all the glory; the TEST become stronger and more challenging. I figured, I cleared chemotherapy and so the worst was behind me.... I pray that is a fact in most cases for I DO NOT WISH THIS UNTO MY LEAST FAVORITE PERSON in this world. The worst being over is not my story though.... Bone pain to scary degrees, I pray and wish for ONE NIGHT of good sleep..... ONE DAY of absolutely NO PAIN... JESUS please take over..... Kick in and kick out what I in my very soul know I do not deserve! I REFUSE to cry but my eyes well up every chance I am alone.... I try to keep myself busy and use Skype, facetime and constant contact with loved ones as a distraction.... I get up everyday and make up my face as it covers the truth of what I feel like inside.... I thank God for friends and family who refuse to allow me to go through this alone.... But still.... I would be lying if I say that the thought didnt cross my mind to stop praising as that seems to be (the problem) challenging the enemy and making the test harder.... Some days it feels like a baseball in my throat and I can hardly swallow..... But God I will tell you this though, I REFUSE TO STOP PRASING!!!! I serve a God that not only will not but CANNOT LIE! I WILL PRAISE AND GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY FOR AS LONG AS THERE IS BREATH IN THIS BODY! #BringIt The harder this proves to be the more rewarding it will be in the end. I am NOT a conqueror I AM MORE than a CONQUEROR!!! Watch me do this!!! On a lighter note: This CHRISTMAS I must say I experienced LOVE.... I have Sooo much to be grateful for.... I want to extend a heart filled with appreciation for all of my friends and family who made sure I felt their presence. Christmas morning I joined Grisha Marten and Theo who decided they are spending the holidays with me, to watch the kids open their gifts and was blown away when I too received a box filled with gifts from friends and family...... My Kelly is back (Kelvin James), Brenda K. Wathey and Frankie Meyers as promised came to open the New Years with me and fate did it so that I have my Mr. & Mrs. Hots (Stanley Lint and Sharalee Lint-Beudeker) as well! My God is an Awesome God! My heart and eyes filled up Christmas morning and up to right now as my blessings continue I am Sooo grateful and continue to give God all the Praise! Though in pain still I SMILE..... I am staying course with my #GlovesOn till the very end... Again, I would like to admonish you ALL to please check your health, this extends way pass the breast! At the end that beast called CANCER comes in various forms and in most cases it can be prevented if we pay attention to, take care of and listen to our bodies. The one thing it DOES NOT EQUAL (despite the fact that many have lost the battle) is DEATH! Bless up FB Family!
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 23:19:24 +0000
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