To: Scott Speedman, actor, whom Ive had the privilege of seeing in / at Lamill coffee shop - (Silverlake and Effie, Silverlake, CA 90026) twice now, on 2 different, separate occasions; . . . see my eye’s, look in the mirror; or think of “Lamill” coffee shop, when I casually have seen you. But hey, it’s REALLY no big deal, trust me. I am not a human that is (?) over / of / with (?), certainly not now nor for year’s. Just like (our) fellow brother’s 20 centuries ago, WHOM I stand along aside with and of regardless due to the TIME period (s) difference, I – like them, choosing to be humble, misc, thus, acknowledgingly, I too admit, I’m just another individual human, amidst / amongst that of a Whole breath mist energy of a living nucleus, that makes up this species of individual’s (=) ‘flawed and failed idea’. All Father God Jehovah ever wanted to do was just ‘create’ something; but no, that was never enough, was it brother? It’s not you, it’s us all - Whole breath mist energy of a living nucleus, that makes up this species of individual’s. I speaketh unto you brother, Son of Adam/Eve, not cause anyone may think I’m crazy or (?) is just in my head . . . huh, YEAH, sure it is, NOT. But that, per / via HS above where HE is, you know, I (feel), even if I’m wrong, that you could understand. For me, as I know, humbly, misc like our) fellow brother’s 20 centuries ago, it’s NOT about me, but HIM, as it’s always been ie: youtube/watch?v=CSQYRq8kf4g, I perhaps like FEW other’s throughout our human history, can’t deny but confess humbly that it is HS whom chooses to ‘touch’ the FEW, despite like our fellow brother: Matthew B: “I wish I didn’t know about any of this”. BUT . . . that wouldn’t really change anything, would it? I mean, to speak, even in plain word’s that which is truth, would leave this species mouth dropped open though they ill deem they can ‘handle the truth’. Huh . . . right, sure they can . . . NOT! 20 – 70 centuries to date, sole key tool of free will, 66 book’s minimally – Father God Jehovah’s Word, and despite all HIS continual forth exhibited (though no one majority can see, misc) keeps trying to (?) of Himself, huh, what word’s can I say? Seems like this species has long been set on their way’s, even walking the Book of Revelations like a bad script. Sigh. The Day is Coming. Been witness unto that of my own species for 4 decade’s plus – feeling more like 10 life time’s, and for what? I use to have a life, stood up, was involved ie: community neighborhood per / via my own time, energy and money and where’d that get me? Ruined, misc. Because I stood up POST, and deemed I had and have too much deep keen, utmost and utter respect for business – (itself) to be involved with whom I was re: residential housing business (=) 5 year’s homeless, despite my continual daily networking attempt’s, regardless of being a techie (Google me: jeffreydavidmorris), of trying to get back on my feet, more so, as I realize all too well, I am not going to be down here forever and don’t wanna go out like this, as just another dead homeless human statistic. But hey, this is the species I have to work with despite perhaps if they ie: 10 million in LA, have no incentive, though (?) expect Father God Jehovah to, huh, yeah, good luck with that. Perhaps as I deem to stand along aside (our) fellow brother’s 20 centuries ago, maybe I’m already dead, and just don’t know it yet; Death itself is not traumatic, rather what dies inside of you/us all, while we remain with breath. Even as being homeless amidst / amongst 54,000 of us brother’s and sister’s out there, some of whom have for so long, sadly don’t even know, hence, have forgotten even who they are / were – anymore. LA County, misc official’s, misc have had – 20 year’s to do something right, despite (?) claiming to be in and of Jesus – whom came unto us, of the lowest, and ill continual talk that it’s be YEAR’S . . . before . . . any exhibited real concrete active, in action re: the homeless. Huh, trust me, all the non profit’s, HUD, etc – ain’t about doing nothing, and I’ve seen all too well. So I guess it’s me trying to reach One selectively amidst 10 million to do a ‘arrangement’ with, thus, be it a win-win meanwhile life goes on, me being One whom never should have been homeless, can then begin a personal healing recovery while at the same time, having another’s back per / via vocational, misc task’s and duties in exchange for a room, misc; even if temporary, whatever as long as a higher process of growth ie: moving on forth can be achieved while I try to be even a small benefit unto another’s life. I wish you well brother, nice to see you again – for a second time in: “Lamill” coffee shop; see ya cut your hair, though I guess I only have a scene of you with your former hair style from seeing you in “Underworld”. Sure, lucky guy, you and Kate B. Whatever, anyway, peace be with you and always remember – in you, no one loves you more than Jesus. Ironic though, many have spoken (line’s) of (?) stepping up, not gonna take (?) anymore, misc – for $$$$, but not exhibited in real life where, misc it counts. Because despite perhaps this species may not have the capacity to do what needs and has always been needed to be done – ‘regulate the human evil amidst us’, and for whom? Father God Jehovah whom if not for, we would not even exist, Jesus knew / knows that. I no have THE Answer, but know that to have the balls, backbone and spine to stand up, die for Jesus in standing for what Father God Jehovah has created, misc is not exhibited among us and hasn’t been for so long. Look around brother. For the few like myself humbly to say – KNOW, though feel like I can no do nothing is self powerless, misc feeling. It never had to be like this, but understand – what has been done and still is anywhere on this Earth, thereafter, cannot be undone. But dam species, what is truly our purpose if we do not stand for Father God Jehovah and all that He is and has created? Are we the pain in His ass? Or is it really just a temporary pact agreement between Father God Jehovah and His Son – Jesus, that like a hour glass of sand (as time does not exist, not like we human’s think) = The Day is Coming. I wish I knew not what He laid on my heart, but if I quietly speak and share not unto few, then I guess since His ‘touching’ unto me, which I do not claim, misc you know, it’s all about Him, always has been, then I guess maybe I’m already dead, and just don’t know it yet; Death itself is not traumatic, rather what dies inside of you/us all, while we remain with breath. Google me: jeffreydavidmorris.
Posted on: Wed, 22 Oct 2014 22:24:13 +0000