To a dear specific friend, but also to ALL of our friends on here. People who helped us through this event we may never really be over. People who, out of nowhere, with some spiritual magnificence, cushioned the blow. I wasnt ever really ready to write you back until now: You changed our lives in so many ways, again. Justin sang to Oscar every time he gave him his (invasive, horrific) medication, because you taught us how. I was able to sense what Oscar wanted, even in his distraught state, because you taught us how. I just wanted him to be clean, and comfortable, because I knew he was a proud kitty and embarrassed by his messy state. I didnt really understand he wanted something simpler. The love of an amiable tune. The strength of our belief in him. Affection, no, love - without expectation. You taught us that. Somehow you were there, even after your wonderful visit, and so when on the last day, I took him outside (it was sunny and gorgeous) and let him smell and taste every flower in the yard, and we held him in our arms in the bright sun, as he smiled and drifted to sleep - I picked leaves and petals, and he smelled them and played with them and licked them, and then he was one with nature - his nature - at last. Some odd indefinable strength you gave us helped us get through that. Justin was humming beautiful songs, and I held Oscar in the sun, while he smiled and dozed. He was so beautiful, and I dont expect to ever be over it. But when you came over and cared for him and helped bring peace to his agitated soul...... I just dont know how to thank you. Love you 4 ever. X K
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 02:34:29 +0000
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