To be honest I still struggle every day with the loss of someone so very dear to me. But today I accidentally found a place that in my heart brought me closer to him. To his values. His standards of life. And I felt that pure joy of life like I never have. I dont know if its his memory, if its the loss making me feel more keenly, or if losing my rock in my life made me learn to seek strength in new places. Whatever it is, I am grateful that my company today allowed me to grieve and open my heart about my feelings and the man I just lost that I adored so much. Maybe today was just an ordinary Thursday. But somehow I let go of a huge part of the pain Ive been feeling and felt felt the guidance and influence of the man who touched my life more than anyone. They say God works in mysterious ways. Sometimes he works through your grief and I am so grateful. I hope to return to this place with someone from my family so they can feel what I felt today. Lost but not forgotten.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Jan 2014 01:51:08 +0000
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