To be honest Ive been a little lost in terms of who I am and what I am here to do. But recently I think Ive figured some of it out. In order to take the next step, I need to become more than what I am. And more than what I am would mean that I literally become a new me. Free of judgement. Against nothing. Living with no fear of age or death. No fear of a vast and unknown universe that we may never understand but in turn do still respect. Ive learned that my need to know the truth of it all was actually a fear of not knowing. But now Im at peace with the unknown. These first free things will be no issue to adapt to... The only true challenge of my life honestly that of love. Anything else can be said or done by me, but the ability to love freely just isnt quite there yet. I feel like being exposed to different kinds of people with AmeriCorps will give me that experience though. In the end though I would have to learn it on my own to really make a difference in these peoples lives. I must be full of love and nothing else. That is hard to do in this world, but I know why I still breathe today and it is to be a tool for the betterment of others lives in any sense of the word. For me to do that, I have to let go who I thought I was and allow who I actually am to come alive. And this goes for everyone. If your internal and external self dont line up, make the change so that they do, or you will never know peace.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 19:56:03 +0000
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