To date a model is at least if you are not rich well you can afford..so i tried once, just to see what a models life really is, and their love too!lols!.,same old story, nothing so special except you have with you a very beauteous lady and all the glamor of being associated with, well you know what..forget about the expense cos its like staking on a cockfight, gamble is shoot it all without regrets(thanks God im not an addict!lols), i ve discovered a life of full of the worlds accolade, yet deep within a models heart there is emptiness and i hope its not total, or else what can the world offer, for one a man like me,one she thinks who can afford, and all that, you know what!now here comes the surprise, when it comes to love i thought models are well taken care of by their boyfriends(or if some are married, by their husbands, or wives or gfs,or lols!), but not so!i now learned the association thing with the worlds glitter made their partners even more disenchanted than themselves!cos the gold and the fame just seems so blinding all you can think about is yourself, and no time ,even a second to think about God!OH MY GOD!LOLS!(but who knows i woudnt judge them, they might think about God more often when they are alone, or solitary, or lonely, or call you what)..here they fail. utterly fail, and here is what i learn about..all that glitters isnt gold, literally!there is no gold to keep for what comes goes away,the expense is too dear tho the money comes fast, its loose!and the fame isnt even enduring, its like so temporal that its seems you are a patient of some disease where you have the medicine but you always have to take some dose to alleviate your pain, your disease, even unto death!,.love is so loose, so fleeting, not even natural, so bizarre!so unnatural, naive, or call you what you may,.i would have love to love a model and be famous, and be proud that i have a beauty besides me, and a thing no man is so easy to behold and possess, that is the right word, possession, and there is more, the greed, the selfishness, but will cost you pain, and unspeakable tears, yes tears behind the glitter, after the glamor, beyond the fame.you are famous to God of being so destitute , so poor, especially in love...but maybe luck could find a way..so i asked the beautiful woman this question, what do you wish lady of your life so dear?she answered me obligingly, sir Alvin Gitamondoc if only i can afford, as a model, someone who will love me for who i am, not what i wanted to be, nor ever what the world wanted me to be, not to doll me, or dull me, or let me go to be alone, and more to let me be near to God, with just myself, but who is brave enough, tell me if you know some person sir??.,.i felt lonely, i felt weak, as a man, and i said weakly, there is none like that in the world, no not even me, there is only one beautiful man capable of those things, to bring you or even me to heaven, and that is our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, nobody else, nobody else, no matter where you search, everything is just plain emptiness except JESUS..EXCEPT JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD!, I AM rADICAL dISCIPLE mISSIONARY hEAD gENERAL aLVIN gITAMONDOC, and i counsel you(and those who know me here,lols!)LOOK FOR gOD NOW!NOT TOMMORROW!I MEAN NOW FOR IT MAYBE TOO LATE...youtube/watch?v=f_TOm175OEs
Posted on: Wed, 22 Jan 2014 20:59:18 +0000
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