To my Future Boyfriend There’s a reason I’ve been waiting for you; you aren’t going to be just a phase or a crush. I’m too careful with my heart to let that happen. Please don’t get frustrated at me if it takes me a while to tell you things that I usually bury deep inside of myself. I’m just not used to being able to trust someone so completely. I won’t be the girlfriend who makes you pay for everything, I won’t expect you to be the perfect guy that does everything right. You don’t have to be Prince Charming. I’m not very pretty, I hope that doesn’t bother you. Oh, and by the way, I’m a hopeless romantic. So, you’re gonna have to be a bit sappy if you want to impress me. Also, I can read people, so don’t even try to hide anything from me. It’s pointless. It may seem like the things in my life don’t affect me, but they do. You can never tell me that I’m beautiful too many times, and don’t say I love you right away, because I may not believe it. I may be moody, and not know how to explain why I’m upset at times. There are periods of time when I’m too depressed, and I can be hyperactive. You’re going to be so annoyed at me and will probably be cursing yourself for ever deciding to date me. I know you’ll be sweet and kind to me, and when we fight I’ll back away for a bit longer than most people, but I promise I’ll stay. I’m not the perfect girlfriend, but I’ll try my hardest for you. Love me for me, and please be true. For us to last, you can’t be my whole life, but I want you to be the best part of it. I don’t want a certain romance, a certain setting. All I need is a heart that is kind and open to what I want to give it. Because that’s just how my personality works. All I need is love, and all I’ve ever wanted is you. To be completely honest I don’t know what I want. I’m really indecisive. I will most likely try and push you away because that’s how I try to keep people from hurting me. I can’t promise that loving me will be easy, but I’m hoping that you stick it out. I know that I may seem so tough but really I am one of the most sensitive people you will ever meet. When I love someone I love them with everything I have. I won’t give into peer pressure, so please don’t try and pressure me into situations. I know that you’re somewhere out there waiting for me the same way I am here waiting for you. I will wait for you as long as it takes because I know that you are perfect for me. See you soon. Love, Me #DiaryngHopelessRomantic
Posted on: Thu, 03 Oct 2013 05:24:19 +0000
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