To my ex. Its been two months since we broke up.. And I heard the news that you found a new girl already. I was really shocked when I heard those but I tried to be okay and calmed.. no emotions. I just smiled and saaid Oh? Really? He deserved it. Thats great! Im happy for him. But God knows deep inside of me dying, deep inside of me is hurting.. I cant explain how painful my feeling was that time.. Im smiling.. Im trying to be optimist. I went to my friends house to make myself busy, to ignore the pain, to forget what Ive knew. I run out of the reality that you already move on, that you easily replace me to your life. I tried not to cry that day.. But I lose I cried a lot. I cried as much as hard.. I cant say anything.. I cant sleep that night.. Wondering ? Why so easy for you to replace me? Even when Im your first girlfriend.. Your first love. I have many questions in my head that needs an answers. To you my first love, my first heartache, you taught me how to become a better person, you taught me how to be strong despite of this burden Im facing today. I love you one last time. I do miss you so much, I hope your new girlfriend can make you smile. Can understands you, and accept all your flaws. I hope someday our path will cross again and that day I already forgatten you. I already move on.. Im with someone else too. But for now, I just have to be patient in waiting for my knight and shining armor. I know God is busy rewriting my lovestory. I have no any guilt to the both of you. I wish you all the best! May you become forever love each other. P.S For you Ill hide tears into laughters. For you Ill say Goodbye. You deserve better -FirstGirlFriend CSCS 2***
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 09:54:49 +0000
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