To my friend who asked for a quick reliable and painless way to die... I love you. She loves you. And her. And him...many love you. Your sharp mind, your quick wit, your clever repartee. Your helpful nature. Your charming smile. But I know you dont love yourself right now, or more precisely- you hate what life is feeling like right now for you. Yes, our consciousness is dependent on this constant chemical reaction that we call our body and mind to exist and yes, sometimes the chemistry (specially in the brain) gets messed up and starts to mess with our thoughts. And sometimes the thoughts in there start to mess with the chemistry! But then it also cleans up. Many have come out of that blackness into the light again. By learning to rest. On that edge of pain. Not wanting it to be gone already. By not taking it too seriously. By realizing that everything that we know (and our sadness is 100% based on that) is a tiny fraction of what is actually out there. I mean , when the saddest moment of your life happened- you were still sitting on a rock going through space at 67,000 miles an hour! But more importantly- whatever is - it can change - it has to change- not changing is not possible. So you dont push against it. It will go away...let it go. The most powerful thing you can do, is to do nothing. Do nothing that tells the darkness that even for a second youre taking it as anything but a transition, a phase. An experience. That believe it or not - you will one day be glad that you had this darkness. Just like me.
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 01:57:25 +0000
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