To my so called Father, I just want you to know that I hate you so much that it hurts. I feel like that you never even existed. I always think about that if you actually cared how would my life be different, If you would actually pay attention to me, care for me and support me, how often we would see each other and how many adventures we would have and being your only child I thought you might have wanted to be my father. I made a decision years ago, after I realised that you no longer cared to change my life and start living with the most amazing and perfect family that I have today, the most amazing step father who i think of as my only father. As of today I will be making a huge decision to be a real part of the family, this is a decision that will change my entire world and Im actually really scared that it could change me, that I could take things a whole different way and some people may be happy and certain people may not. If I do go ahead with my decision it will effect my family a lot and I will no longer be the person I am today and I hope that you realise that after today I will completely forget about you, forget your alive! Now that Im 18 you can not stop me from making this decision. So good luck in your miserable life!
Posted on: Wed, 20 Nov 2013 23:36:27 +0000