To share or not to share...It wasnt even a question. Like a small child I was not going to share. It was all about me and my feelings. My heart, my hurt, no one would, could understand. And certainly not on Facebook! HE was my love, my heart, my friend, my confidant. Hell, HE was my identity. I was known and recognized by HIM and everybody knew HIM. He was the one who I could and did pour my heart out to, and he just listened, never judged. He was a steady constant for the last 16 years. And He was mine! But as we all know Facebook is the quickest, easiest way these days to get it out all at once, less hurt, less tears, maybe. And really, I wasnt the only one who loved him. A lot of people did. He was a part of the crew, the crowd, a once in a lifetime, amazing personality, that many people loved. He has been a part of my life for so long and I did and will always love him, but others will too. So share I will. I lost my once in a lifetime horse. Casper died yesterday. He was the ride of my life and now he isnt here. It will never be the same, and that makes my heart hurt. Who will I hug when I am sad, whose neck will I bury my face into, who will heal my heart just by being there hanging out with me? Who will be that constant? I dont know but I feel so privileged to have been able to experience the joy he brought into my life and to me he will always be Mighty Whitey.
Posted on: Tue, 25 Nov 2014 04:09:03 +0000
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