To the 41 people who liked my Profile picture and got mesaaged by - TopicsExpress



          

To the 41 people who liked my Profile picture and got mesaaged by an immature, egotistical 24 year old man.. I apologize. I am not one to post a lot of personal things on the Internet, I like my private life to be private. And I should not feel the need to defend myself, however; what he wrote was ridiculous and comical so I must explain. I was married, I spent almost 4 years with this person.. I thought he was my Prince Charming, love of my life and I would have done anything in the world for him. He asked my hand in marriage and made me believe he was this sanctified and redeemed man BUT he was weak and threw me away for easy women with no self respect. Its embarrassing to say but I let him control me, and I let him beat me down over and over emotionally and make me believe that everything was my fault.. And yes I did get depressed and was down for a little bit. BUT I PICKED MYSELF UP and realized things for what they were, prayed and God showed me the truth. Sure I sent the screen shots but all of that was before I knew the extent of the things that he did. I made mistakes, Im human and on top of that Im young and still learning. I havent spoken bad about him since we separated and I will not show screen shots. I havent even spoken to him for months, and its ironic that for the past week he has blown my phone up from a blocked number and I havent answered.... In his words HE WON .. Too bad I wasnt playing the game. I see girls and guys on facebook everyday sad and depressed and the root of it is usually always a stupid person who broke their heart, please believe me that if a person will hurt you once, they will hurt you over and over.. Its the truth. Dont be afraid to be alone, because your never really alone God is there and if you were willing to put in so much time and effort for a person who didnt value you... Why wont you put in the time and effort for the only one who loves you unconditionally? His love builds so much confidence, know your worth. Im a true believer that once we shed all the bad and negativity from our lives.. We will attract a world full of good! How can someone else love you when you dont even k ow how to love yourself? Staying in a toxic relationship is not self love... Thats called self hate.
Posted on: Wed, 22 Oct 2014 07:51:40 +0000

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