To the two most beloved people in my life: You know who you are. I - TopicsExpress



          

To the two most beloved people in my life: You know who you are. I have told you both how deeply I love you. Yet you do not want my love. My heart is like that of Jesus beloved. I would give you EVERYTHING I have and EVERYTHING I had within me to give if you only wanted my love. I dont mourn for myself that the love is not mutual. I mourn for you. You are both very broken people though you pretend to be strong. I am like Jesus weeping over Jerusalem, how he longed to hide them under under His feathers like a mother hen but they would not. I would take both of you into my arms, hold you against my well padded chest and let you weep out all the hurt. I would hold you for hours gently stroking your forehead. The pain you both in is felt by me every minute of the day though I try to laugh and joke to uplift others. I am completely over crying over my hurts I in this world. JESUS always is there comforting my every hurt and Im entering a phase of joy now ....long overdue! Yet for your sakes, I feel guilty you are both hurting as though I had a hand in it....I could have been in more intercessory prayer for both of yu yet I let our broken relationships break me into pieces and I was too busy pucking up pieces to be the intercessor I should have been. The daily separation from you both hurts so deep for my desire is to do ANYTHING to see you laugh and smile again and to know how tender my heart is. Had either of you truly known how deeply I love you and how I incessantly pray over you, youd be running to speak to me and have fellowship. I have been pushed away....kept at an arms distance for SO LONG and my crime was LOVE. I love like jesus does. You can push me away in the natural, but I am hovering over you in the spiritual. You cant stop me loving you. I will love you both passionately forever. Oh, if ony I could hold you, see you face to face and let you see the lve in my eyes! I weep now with HOPE one day soon I get to SHOW YOU how deep my love is.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 19:33:17 +0000

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